Contents : Introduction / by Susie Bright [p. 11-12] -- Indio / by Al Lujan [p. 15-17] -- A Kiss [poem] / by Donna M. Lane [p. 18] -- A First kiss / by Ian Signer [p. 19-21] -- PreDahmer / by Trac Vu [1968-] [p. 22] -- Notes from a cocoon / by David Harrison [p. 23-31] -- No telling [poem] / by Tede Matthews [d. 1993] [p. 32-35] -- Coming out dream series / by Indigo Chih-Lien Som [p. 36-38] -- Yo-Yo / by Angela Garcia [p. 39-41] -- Boston to New York : trees gone swamp / by Tiffany M. Higgins [p. 42-43] -- Lucky in love / by Mabel Maney [1958-] [p. 44-45] -- Soup d'j-yours / by Maggie Merrick [p. 46-52] -- If you leave a woman flowers you'll probably scare her away [poem] / by Michelle Tea [p.53-55] -- Smothered with bother [poem] / by Janell Moon [p.56] -- Two freaks in a mean god's sweaty fist [poem] / by Sparrow 13 LaughingWand [1959-] [p. 57-59] -- Nightlight / by Christian Huygen [p. 60-65] -- Angelina / by Stephanie Rosenbaum [p. 66-71] -- Survival [poem] / by Donna M. Lane [p. 72] -- Brushed with barbers / by Robin White [p. 73-76] -- The Rescue / by Lucy Jane Bledsoe [p. 77-78] -- First dive [poem] / by Christy Shepard [p. 79] -- When the Eastern Goddess of Light told PG&E to fuck off [poem] / by Marci Blackman [p. 80-83] -- Our Lady of Fresh Produce [poem] / by Trebor Healey [p. 84-85] -- Early solstice (Diva in the dark) [poem] / by Dawn of Aquarius [p. 86] -- Long lost love / by Christine Beatty [p. 87-88] -- Breaking / by Judith Fauconnier [p. 89-91] -- I'm a lot more stable than I used to be [poem] / by Ali Liebegott [p. 92-100] -- Sex with the damned (for an artist friend) [poem] / by Merle Tofer [p. 101-105] -- Excerpt from "Penetration shame 2: history" : from the performance work "Heat" (1993) / by Keith Hennesy [p. 106] -- Altitude / by Michael Johnstone [p. 107] -- A Prince of love in every way / by Brian Bouldrey [p. 108-114] -- AIDS death # 54,911 [poem] / by Robert Kaplan [p. 115-116] -- Garden [poem] / by Edward Wolf [p. 117-118] -- The Only one in the room / by Wayne T. Corbitt [p. 119-123] -- Erasing names [poem] / by Suzanne Sherman [p. 124] -- The Holy war [poem] / by Nancy Boutilier [p. 125-127] -- Queer Queer? Queer! [poem] / by Timothy Buttercup [p. 128] -- When straight men touch [poem] / by Lewis DiSimone [p. 129] -- August 31, 1986 / by Richard Loranger [p. 130-131] -- Bussing / by Elissa Perry [p. 132-137] -- An Apocalyptic update on the coat of many colors [poem] / by Horehound Stillpoint [p. 138-139] -- On a city bus [poem] / by Jonathan Bracker [p. 140] -- The Wind comes up at dawn [poem] / by Toby Bielawski [p. 141] -- Do iguanas have forked tongues? / by S.F. Jane [p. 142-143] -- My perfect androgyne [poem] -- by Trebor Healey [p. 144-145] -- Mr. Larry, hairdresser extraordinaire of Mr. Larry's Beauty Boutique since 1962, asks ?Whither gay lib?" / by Alvin Orloff [p. 146-152] -- Stardust memories / by Bambi Lake [p. 153] -- From Kite Hill we look down at the Castro [poem] / Simon Sheppard [p. 154] -- Let's kick Father Time in the ass [poem] / Marci Blackman [p. 155-156] -- Noches frias = Cold nights [poem] / by Francisco X. Alarcón [p. 157] -- Dialectica del amor = Dialectics of love [poem] / by Francisco X. Alarcóon [p. 157] [Text for the last two items in Spanish and English, side-by-side] -- Contributor's notes [p. 159-165].
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